Why do people need to suffer? Why do I need to suffer...this question is always on my mind when i have problem..i dont know if it just happen because I let it or is it God will or just happen by circumstances...

These are my questions when i feel down...its been a long time since i havent write any blog...because i got busy in life..heheh..there are many good and bad things happen in my life...bad because my mom passes away (na hanggang ngaun may utang pa kami)...almost half of our farm was pawned..(nga hangtod karon la pa japon nalukat..hahahh)...and then the other poblem is our drunkard father..he always drunk (maybe because he was very down in that time) and then my 2 sisters are stagnant because of my mothers lost..including me...there are times when my older sister and my father quarell ( na kahit ako ay nasali ahuhuhu) but its ok..atleast not they are ok..and i am still thankful even with that bad experiences because God still didnt leave my side...He always Help me na malampasan ang mga problems na dumating sa buhay ko...well, thank you